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Friday, May 30, 2014

what next?

I don't really like to write about my life anymore because it is a series of hope leading to fallen-through plans.
I'm surprised I miraculously made to graduation. Just obtaining my cap and gown was an uphill fight and then some. It still hasn't sunken in and I'm sure for years to come, I'll continue dreaming about being late to school, missing my stop, and missing an assignment.
I haven't stopped having such dreams since I walked the aisle haha

I don't have plans yet. I just want to rest and clean myself up a bit first.

While sounding incredibly ranty, I am not! I just realized that idealizing things that are temporary and materialistic has no interest to me anymore, thus I gave up trying to find things to talk about because no one likes sounding forced.

My experience at SVA was pretty worthwhile, but it is still no surprise to me that while my social life has improved, most of my friends are outside the art world. As for art skills? I don't think I can reach beyond high school student's level... and I was told just that. But right now, sadly art isn't a priority now. Right now I want to secure some sort of income.


 macarons, courtesy of someone who I don't spend enough time with.

Until then? I'm taking it [somewhat] easy, because those loans don't repay themselves. If anything has sunken in, it's the realization that life probably becomes even more mundane now.

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